I had PIED since I was 17. I'm 23 now. I didn't think I would be able to post this unless I reached 3 months full hard mode, but it's not the case... Today I had a sex with a condom and finished all the way... 6 years waiting for this moment and it finally happened.
I went from doing absolutely nothing with my life to actually being motivated and making changes in my life. I have started working out. I got myself a girl who I am taking to prom. I am doing better in my classes. I began to read. I set to play my first ever DJ gig in a club. I received internship offers from a couple large companies. I started playing soccer again. I went on a life-changing hike on the Kalalau Trail.
Today is the day that I have finally made it past 30 days. I started attempting to change my PMO habit in high school (I am 24 now) and never could get past one month for the first a few years of trying to quit.
I have not fapped, edged or looked at porn for a whole year. I will answer your questions if you have any. So much changed and happened this year that I'd have to write a 400-page novel to fit everything in.
Words can't express how I feel. I've been having ED issues since I was 18. I started using Viagra to help me with my ED issues all these years. I'm 22 btw. But tonight I was able to have sex without the help of Viagra or Calis. I was rock hard.
I realized I needed a reboot when I got with my new girlfriend after a looong time without sexual contact with someone and escalating porn use/tastes. After many embarrassing encounters of ED I decided to hit google and figure out why I was having this problem.
I was studying yesterday when I noticed this girl staring at me from over her computer screen several times as I was walking around the library. Over the course of several hours and a couple trips to the water fountain to stretch my legs I realized that this girl was definitely into me.
After struggling with PEID for 3 years (17-20) I finally had enough. I broke down and confessed to my father that I could not get an erection with a girl. (I had never really talked to my dad about my sexual relationships with any of my girlfriends before so this was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do).
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