Age 14 - After loads of struggling throughout those 6 months, I managed to become a different person
For everyone out there struggling, read this.
After loads of struggling throughout those 6 months, I managed to become a different person. I changed. And today, all this struggling was worth it when I confessed to a girl I liked for a long time. When I confessed for the first time, she said no cause I was weird. And yes I was weird.
And that's why I tried my best to become the person she wants me to be, someone worthy and not someone wasting his time with video games and porn.
So today I confessed to her as a man and not a child. And I won. The thing that felt the most rewarding was hearing her say "I've liked you ever since you changed."
And I'm happy.
I now also have a special person I love and one that I can share all my thoughts with.
So pursue happiness, in every way possible.