My life has improved in all areas. Health. Wealth. Love. Relationships. Happiness. Lifestyle. Time well spent. Purpose. Meaning.
It's been a hell of a journey. My life has improved in all areas. Health. Wealth. Love. Relationships. Happiness. Lifestyle. Time well spent. Purpose. Meaning. Substance in life. Class. All these things I worked towards
and it is all for ONE fundamental trait I gained from not fapping and watching porn which is: THE DESIRE FOR THE GOOD LIFE AND THE WILL, ENERGY AND CLARITY TO PURSUE AND ACHIEVE IT.
It all starts there. Very long story short. I dropped out of college, because I gained the balls and the clarity to see clear, emotionally and mentally. I am now on the verge of having one of the greatest entrepreneurs in my country as my mentor (multimillionaire, several well-known businesses). For a month I will be living with him and he will mentor me, because I created an opportunity for myself. I caught it. This guy didn't know who I was 14 days ago. While I sharpened the axe getting ready for opportunity, increasing my energy, charisma and personal character, strength and discipline - others were indulging in bad habits. I deserve and I am happy to say that I am nailing life right now and I am proud of myself.
I just realized that it's been 51 days, I actually made it this far. Might as well construct a report of my journey - benefits and the tough periods.
First 3-10 days free from PMO I experienced a quick spike in pure confidence and social self-worth. This was quickly taken away from me, as I entered a very heavy withdrawal phase. This included:
- No appetite
- Deep depression
- Emotional instability
This period of time was very tough for me, but I grinded it out with the help of withdrawal testimonials. This made me understand that this was just an inevitable phase that I had to ride out. So I did. It lasted from day 11-20.
What followed was a subtle renewed taste for life:
- Libido starting to come back
- better thoughts
- More grounded mentally
This period I would call limbo, because it's not quite there yet, but I could still feel that I was heading in a better direction. This lasted from day 20-36. This was a pre-taste to what was gonna come.
Where I'm at now, is mentally a place I yearned to be at when I started - and I realize now how long I have come. These are the "powers" I have experienced from approx. day 36 until now - and my brain is probably still rebooting:
- Mental clarity Knowing what to say in social situations, being clear-headed, organizing your day etc.
- Emotional clarity Diving deeper into different areas of your life. Health, wealth, love and happiness. Ability to revise and resolve these areas on a deeper level.
- General happiness
- Magic feeling around romance and love
Now I have done this before. My personal record is 64 days and I have had several month long streaks. Everything just seems to fall in place, but it does require effort - and there will be tough times. The biggest benefit of them all - in many cases overlooked or underrated is: WILL and DESIRE for something BETTER. AND the CLARITY to actually make that HAPPEN. Slowly but surely. Over and out fam! This is the way to go.
Hope this will inspire just one person. If not - I have had my gains from typing this out.