I'm going from a (less and less) active participant in this subreddit, to a lurker only; and most likely will be deleting this account which was originally intended to be a throwaway for this subreddit only. The reason is simple: 1) I no longer post very often, and 2) I seem to be moving towards a relationship with a woman who is an active redditor.
I feel extremely nervous writing my 90 day report. I had many false beliefs about how day 90 would be. Almost all of them were incorrect. The only thing I can do here is to speak from the heart. I want to tell you how my experience was. How it happened.
Honestly never thought I'd ever make it this far. I mostly just had this site to make having a day count going on easier... I only did it because my friend intervened in my life and told me I needed to change something.
Today is a milestone day for me. I have reached 150 days since MO, and 90 days since P (after I last PMO i have P'd a couple times W/O MO). This has not been hard mode as I am married and continue sex, but it has been hard none the less.
A few months ago I couldn't get it up, and even if I could, I was losing it. Now I can do whatever I want and for however long I want so maybe some of this stuff might help. First of all I just had a "successful" sex which made me write this post.
Once new years hit, i promised myself I would work out, eat good food and try keeping my streak as long as I can. Extreme mode. I stopped watching all kinds of arousing material whether it be gifs, pics, links, clickbait, yahoo frontpage, rap videos.
Back in 2012 december I made a decision to stop watching porn for an entire year. within 3-4 months of trying I went to thailand and I was intimate with many girls over board, then i slowly went back to porn. In 2013 I made another strong determination and I had much struggle, but miraculously I was alb ego go about 8 months without any porn or masterbation even.
It really works. You will be a different person. I completed the 90 day challenge over a year ago and have not relapsed or jacked off to porn ever since. Better than that: I'm not even turned on by porn anymore. You could show me the hottest porn ever made and I would just laugh at it. Seriously. Same thing with all my fetishes and weird obsessions.
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