My PMO story is like yours, porn, masturbation, orgasm, long sessions, extreme practices, always more extreme. In my case I had a bonus: erectile dysfunction, ED, which means in simple words, you can't get it hard, or not hard enough.
This is my first post in more than a year. I'm Porn-free since 31 December 2013, after being severely addicted to porn for 13 years (I'm 26 now). I can truly say that stopping fapping was the most difficult, but the best decision in my life (I've relapsed over 30 times).
23 single male, work for myself, contracting services to create websites and software to businesses, also do some caddying on the side (but that is more of a hobby). Workout 3-4x a week (shoutout to /r/leangains) with some yoga in between.
60 days ago there was no hope at all, just stringing one day of nothing onto the next, completely numb and no thought above basic tasks. But slowly as the days progressed I started to notice things changing.
I started not because I wanted the superpowers or to meet women, but because I was tired. I was tired of being ashamed, of having a private life that was not the same as my public life, and of feeling like I wasn't a whole person.
After about 72 days of NoFap I noticed that I constantly woke up with morning wood, had some wet dreams and had random semi boners during the day. The weird thing is, I came out of a flatline and as soon as that happened, my PIED was almost cured.
I'm 18, male, and a sophomore in college. I used to PMO 1-4 times a day every day since I was about 12 like many of you here. I found NoFap by accident 2 years ago when I was at a low point in my life, very depressed and sad, and decided I would give it a shot.
Before you guys start huffing and puffing about how you know some alpha-male who watches netflix and plays vidya all day and makes $200k/yr still gets laid- fine. This post is directed at those of you who (like me) recognize you are NOT that person,
Without your posts, experiences and support I would never have made it. Prior to finishing 90 days I used to be a PMO addict. Used to go to my school bathroom and jerk it then go back to class. It was a disgusting feeling and it made me weird. I always wondered why I was awkward with women.
I'm in NOFAP mode since 110 days and my life has changed radically. I started when one day I met a fantastic girl (my girlfriend) and at the end of a very beautiful day spent together, she came in my place and we tried to make love... but I couldn't perform.
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