9 months ago I was 25 years old university drop out, I worked a job that I hated and had a bi-polar depression. I didn't understand why I had no desire for women, no motivation to study, to work or for success.
I've been watching hardcore porn consistently since I was 18 years old, and [looking back] was truly addicted from 19-24 [now]. That's 5 years of my life, wasted on watching some people on a screen have sex with each other in all sorts of weird ways - that I now look at objectively and see to be a pretty weird fetish.
Hi to all NoFappers, this is not going to be the usual sharing of experience. There is enough information on what happens when you watch porn and how it feels when you try to cease that practice. In short my story with porn is about 13 years old (29 years of age at the moment) 2 years of which had been spent in fighting with it.
Man, it used to seem as if I was never able to get NoFap off of my mind. When I finally got NoFap off of my mind, it kinda stayed off of my mind. I almost forgot about my account here. I haven't been on here since somewhere around day 70. But since I've been holding this same load since last December, I'll share with you my "change".
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