Gah, I can't relieve its been 100 days since I begun nofap. I've changed in lots of ways, and for the better. The sad, anti social person I used to be is no more. I'm more energetic. I actually feel my emotions and experience them, happy or sad.
I have watched porn since I was about 12 and I am now 22. I didn't realize i had a problem til I couldn't feel a thing at the age of 19 when I attempted to have sex, I immediately went flaccid and from that moment on I knew I had a problem.
I watched the 55 minute video and saw my life being described. 53 yrs old. ED symptoms since my late 30s. I am married to a sexy, beautiful woman. I could not perform unless my hand was on my shaft. I had to imagine my wife in a room full of men to stay erect.
Started Faping to porn around 9 or 10. Fapped to porn no less than 6 times a day until I was 18. Joined the military at 18. No porn in boot camp, did not fap either. This made me a leader, focused and more productive than I had ever been.
Today, I can't describe the way I feel. I've been fighting against my past on porn for one year and a half. During this time I've been noticing month by month how my life has been improving in many ways...
So when I first discovered this like one year ago I did not think much of it. But during sex with my girlfriend I kinda went limp very often, and after some research on the internet [know] it could be caused by porn.
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