I first started looking at softcore photos aged 12-13 but by 15/16 is when I started watching porn. I never strayed away from straight/lesbian or solo and watched it 3-7 times a week religiously over that period. Looking back my taste didn't change but the 'quality' of the material got better i.e I started downloading films rather than using pornhub.
I started off like many of you (presumably), seen as introverted, lack of style, or overall poor aesthetics. A kissless virgin, and a bitter depressed cynical narcissist. Oh.. And of course a ragging fapping addict since I was 14. I knew something had to change or I was doomed to suffer a sad and lonely life.
I'm 30 yo, married and a father of few kids. Was struggling with masturbation for 20 years and with porn for 9 years on and off. As any slavery you never feel that something is wrong until you hit the rock bottom.
I had a lot of bad habits like playing video games, not exercising, not getting shit done, being a lazy fuck, flunking school, etc... When I started Nofap, I was 19. It was a decision i took because I was going on my 20th birthday and I was still a virgin.
I've recently determined I have PIED. As part of this, I've never been able to cum with a partner without basically masturbating during intimacy to get me close to orgasm. I would also have to concentrate on porn/porn-style scenarios to stay erect.
I had PIED since I was 17. I'm 23 now. I didn't think I would be able to post this unless I reached 3 months full hard mode, but it's not the case... Today I had a sex with a condom and finished all the way... 6 years waiting for this moment and it finally happened.
I went from doing absolutely nothing with my life to actually being motivated and making changes in my life. I have started working out. I got myself a girl who I am taking to prom. I am doing better in my classes. I began to read. I set to play my first ever DJ gig in a club. I received internship offers from a couple large companies. I started playing soccer again. I went on a life-changing hike on the Kalalau Trail.
Today is the day that I have finally made it past 30 days. I started attempting to change my PMO habit in high school (I am 24 now) and never could get past one month for the first a few years of trying to quit.
I have not fapped, edged or looked at porn for a whole year. I will answer your questions if you have any. So much changed and happened this year that I'd have to write a 400-page novel to fit everything in.
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