September 2 was the last time I masturbated. Though only 41 days in, holy shit do the benefits come. I didn’t think they would but believe me please…they do. I masturbated compulsively since I was 13. I am 19 now.
Nearly every day and when I was 17, every day. I was so used to my own touch that when I started to try and get physical with a girl, I could only sometimes keep it up, and even then, only a handjob would give me the stimulation I needed.
September 3 I had a date with a girl I had just met, and really thought that I was just going to get to the point where I had before, in some bedroom and not able to get it up. I went on this date and really connected with this girl and was so determined after this date to fix what had been wrong with me.
In the days following I was overcome with worry about what would happen when she wanted to get physical and that I would lose her. At first it was tough not to masturbate, but past one week, I was so determined to not fuck this up that I couldn’t bring myself to masturbate.
It wasn’t easy, many nights I sat there, dick in hand and ready to do it but by some miracle I stopped myself each time. I don’t really know how. I waited as long as possible to try and get physical with this girl which was VERY hard. I used the excuse, “I’m too drunk, you’re too drunk” and somehow made it a month in without getting physical. The time came and I popped a Viagra to get me through which helped the getting hard, but I still could not o without my own touch.
Today was the first time I had sex with her without using Viagra and stayed hard for the time up until almost the very end. I wasn’t disappointed but knew it was progress and was finally feeling stimulation during sex, something I had never experienced. I couldn’t believe it.
Also, the ability to start a relationship without rushing into getting physical gave her a certain respect for me which she spoke of recently that I was unaware of. It also gave me the time to really get to know this girl and look at her for who she was and leave the physical appeal aside. So when we did have sex, it made it that much more rewarding.
This page, and reading the stories has really really helped me to buckle down and fix myself. I’m only 42 days in which really isn’t a lot, and I’m excited to continue on and reap the benefits at day 100. My longest prior streak was 26 days and I broke but now, I can really see the benefits and am too motivated to stop.
I was like most of you during the first week. Frustrated and somewhat scared that this would stay with me for my whole life and would relapse because why the fuck not? But I beg of you, to not give up because I’m not even that far in and I can see the benefits beginning to come. It’s hard but please keep going.
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