Today is day 40 for me (No PMO reboot) and I have great news! (This might get a little explicit so stop now if you’re not comfortable with my use of vernacular.) I stumbled on day 28 – Honestly I didn’t even know it was happening until it was too late to stop. I was laying on my bed in my most comfy sweats watching a movie. At some point my hand got in my pants and before I knew it I was spanking it.
Go figure. There was no porn and no lube (so no Death Grip thing going on), no planning and no particular fantasy. I came my fucking brains out. Seriously, I haven’t seen that much cum outside of porn ever — it went on and on… and I loved it. That being said, I didn’t get upset with myself or disappointed. I just put it behind me and moved on.
Yesterday was day 39 and to be blunt, I got laid. It was fantastic! I actually came in a condom during intercourse without the use of my hand or porn. The only stimulation I had was foreplay and and fucking. I’m 45 and that might be the first time that has ever happened to me and it was AWESOME! And the orgasm was amazing… it went on and on as did my ejaculation. Damn, I needed that!
The truth is though that I may not have been able to do it without Rebootnation.org. Learning that I wasn’t alone with my porn addiction and sexual dysfunction, as well as reading about other people going through the same thing and overcoming it was incredibly helpful. Now that I know I can perform somewhat normally I want to go out and fuck anything that moves (ok, not really), but I have my confidence back!
I know I still have a long way to go (I’m not sure I could have done that a second time last night), but I’m on the right track.
LINK – Success!
BY – NEGuy
INITIAL POST – My First Post
This is my first post, so please go easy on me. I’m not even sure if I’m posting this in the right place but here goes:
I’m a 45 year old gay male and I’ve been addicted to porn for more than ten years. I suffer from PIED and Death Grip Syndrome. I am completely incapable of having an orgasm without the help of my own hand. It’s terribly embarrassing, but there it is.
Today is the 12th day of my hard reboot (No porn, no masturbation) and I’m so horny as hell! My morning erections are back and they are incredible: You could use my erection as a coat rack!
That’s all fine and well, but I know that if I were to have sex today I wouldn’t be able to orgasm unless I were to take matters into my own hands, so to speak. Also while I’ve been having fantastic morning wood, I’m not convinced that things would work so well with another person.
I guess I’ll have to practice a considerable amount of patience.
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