Age 24 – PIED & escalated to HOCD and weird abusive porn: I didn’t think I’d ever be normal again

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I have successful sex once every other day with no added help. This is a big success for me as I didn’t think I’d ever be normal again or get a normal erection real life with a girl due to so many failed attempts. I love my life now the only problem is I am too horny for my gf! She can literally rub her bum against me and I am rock hard  for ages.

Just want to give y’all an update as I believe I owe a lot to this site and yourbrainonporn. Long story cut short. 24 years old, masturbating for 12 years. Really bad in the last 5 years: 2-3 times a day whenever I could. Escalated to HOCD and weird abusive porn.

One or two encounter with women in the past nothing really successful. Lost virginity at 16 was downhill from there. Last year stopped the porn started experiencing with escorts and a little help from the blue pills (this does help I believe to save the he embarrassment as it doesn’t matter how or how many times you fail).

Started getting semi successful with mostly blowjobs and a couple sexual encounters. Then I cut out all this sinning and found myself a lovely young lady (my current girlfriend). Started dating her and sustained from PMO and escorts for 3 months until the night come where we went to have sex. Was a complete failure. Tried again a week later with a bit of help from the blue pill, success!! Then we became boyfriend and girlfriend and have been together for 9 months now.

I stopped using the blue pill after around a month of being with her. I believe by getting porn completely out my life and thinking about nothing but my partner truly got me back to normal. I now occasionally masturbated once or twice a month and have watched porn twice since being with my gf and I have told her I have done so and she absolutely hates it!  More reason not to I guess.

Hope this helps out as I’ve been at my lowest with this problem and now it’s all in the past. All the best

LINK – Year later update

By Mrfml


UPDATE – 3 years later update

Going to keep it short and sweet.

Had serious PIED for years , HOCD, everything you can imagine my life was pretty much a wreck. You can maybe get more details from my previous posts.

Around this exact time 3 years ago I went into hard mode for 3 months! A couple weeks in I started dating a lovely lady, had success in the bedroom after the 3 months of hard mode no PMO, amazing day for me!

Fast forward 3 years later: I’m laying in bed as I post this next to the same lovely lady, my 8 month old daughter is fast asleep in her room and my 2nd daughter is due in 4 months!!

I’ve started the new year in hard mode again as I could feel myself slipping back to my old ways (no way near as bad) but the occasional PMO so I thought I’d nip it in the bud!

During the 3 years I’d have occasional Masturbation & orgasm, without the Porn. Which I believe is the best way to be.

Just thought I’d revisit this site and post this just to motivate others. I probably wouldn’t be where I am now if I never discovered this site!

All the best everyone and good luck on your journey.