With all my personal due diligence I now claim I’m free from pmo. I started pmo since 12, and it escalated to a point where I had serious brain fog, pmo while working from home, and sleep for 11 hrs and still feel tired.
During a period of recovery, I had serious anxiety and mood swing. It kicked in at any time during the day and I cannot control it. Along with withdrawal, I get addicted to other things, like reading quora, facebook or reading news. Now I am more aware and can feel all spectrums of emotions.
Looking back, the journey feels like getting out of hell. I will never watch porn or pmo again.
And good luck to you guys who are on recovery. You can do it. It’s just an illusion in your mind.
LINK – I’m free
BY – live_and_laugh
INITIAL POST – Wanna get your thoughts
I started rebooting 10 days ago. No relapse yet.
Before that I realized my attraction toward women changed. They are still attractive but I don’t fantasize about them. No more morning wood but ocassionally I dream of erotic scenes or genitals during sleep. When I touch myself during shower, penis can get semi-hard. If I see erotic scenes on TV shows my penis can get hard then flaccid immediately.
Am I going through flatfline? Does it sound normal? Will I crave sex and really want sex when successfully rebooted? I used to have a gf but I don’t remember the feeling or craving sex anymore.
On the other hand, now I focus on career, learn new things and focus on improving social life. Sometimes I think of opening porn sites as a habit, not because I crave them, but I quickly turn my attention to other things.
Any thoughts guys?
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