I have consumed porn of ever heavier genres for literally (& sadly!) many years. Now I could not watch a porn clip if you paid me. Nor do I any longer have interest in or temptation to MO. Within a 2-month period I have gone from using internet porn reflexively and habitually to almost viewing it as if it were the product of earth-dwelling demons.
My sexual urges and motivation are now exclusively centered on PIV with my SO. What is perhaps more surprising is that I have no further desires for kinky sex. It is now plain vanilla sailing all the way. Even a desire for a good old fashioned BJ is a foreign country.
The desire center of my brain feels fundamentally re-wired. In such a short time I find this remarkable. I’m eternally grateful to this forum for helping me see the way forward.
I have recently conducted a few experiments on myself to see if I can be tempted to engage in my old destructive behaviors, and had no problem resisting. I look on my old self as somewhat a stranger.
The only downside is that the escapism that goes with porn addiction did mask a few underlying problems which I now need to address. But I feel ready for that now.
I hope my success story offers some small encouragement to anyone currently struggling to exorcise their own porn-demons. There is truly a promised land over the other side of the hill.
LINK – 60-days in: Reflections on my NoFap experience
by Plutonium
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