I have been porno free for 50 days. I have just had a huge break through. My motives for starting where not the best. I’ve been dating a girl and i wanted to sleep with her. I’ve been suffering from PIED so I thought a few weeks of NoFap will sort me out. As the days have gone by I have been finding myself getting more and more depressed.
I realise that I have been a shitty person mainly to myself, and my desire to sleep with my girl friend has moved from a desire for pleasure to an eagerness to connect physically like we have mental and emotional .
This past week I have been incredibly hard my girl friend was out of town, work was increasingly stressful and people that I thought I could count on let me down. I thought about relapsing…… last night was the worst. I thought about where I could stumble across some open on reddit. But rather than doing that I posted on here and you all saved me!
Then tonight it happened……. I was just found some work at home thinking about a chat I had with my girl friend and I got rock hard! It was my first non-porn not morning wood erection in 2 years! It lasted for a good 5 minutes then i started to cry. I realised that there is hope that I am not completely broken.
I still have so far to go. But I am now there is hope.
LINK – I cried (Possible triggers)
by DM79
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