Wow….i made it this far …I still can’t believe it ….it’s so good to achieve your dreams. What seemed impossible, now happened. Many may think it’s not a big deal but in my eyes is great …because I know how hard it was to get it . Thank you everyone who was supporting me in my journey. So…this is my story…
I was heavy porn user for 25 years. Masturbating almost every day …often twice a day, up to 5 times a day. For 20 years my best streak was 20 days made once only under stressful circumstances….I mean everyone in my situation would have done it. I made 12 days handful of times in 20 years. Normally I would do 2-3 days streak…rarely up to week.
I used services of hookers sometimes but overall I didn’t like it. My favourite activity was fapping for hours , PMO -ing , and this ruined all the friendships I had , because I didn’t have time for nobody , and I wanted to fap in peace. It seemed impossible to go longer than a week no fapping and I didn’t believe I could.
10 years ago i read in a magazine for some guy, who did 1 year NoFap and i was truly impressed. I was sure by that time, that he didn’t have urges at all…or maybe very mild ones. Now i see that I might was wrong.
Many times I gave up fighting M, but I was feeling dirty and unhappy, so i fight for another 2-3 days. I was so unconfident to stop that promised to myself to fap right before my sleep. 5 years ago I started slowly to increase my streaks and made it 68 days…i was so proud of myself….and last year I made it to 132 days. I was stronger mentally even than now…but I see now that it’s not important to be strong mentally, rather than diverting your thoughts in time. It was the hardest thing to relapse after 132 days , but it taught me to be more careful now and to avoid sexual thoughts on any cost and very fast .
The main benefits I have ..is huge amount of energy.., lots and lots of free time, I look younger than years ago and I live cleaner and happier,. I wish this streak happened years ago, because I know that even if i stupidly relapsed, I would definitely want to go back here and be the best version of myself.
I would recommend the movie ” Thanks for sharing” with Mark Ruffalo and Tim Robbins .It is right on the topic. Don’t forget to close your eyes on the hot scenes.
Best weapons for me is daily prayers and going to bed early.
Good luck to everyone and have a remarkable year 2018.
LINK – THE HAPPIEST DAY IN MY LIFE !!! 1 YEAR NO PMO!!!
by chris1978
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