I was exposed to porn at a young age, and it ignited a fire in me that I didn’t think I could ever make go away. Through this process, I no longer feel out of control. For the first time in years, I can look in the mirror and like what I see looking back.
I finally understand why I had the feelings I had, and how to process them in healthy ways. I don’t beat myself up anymore, and I’m in a place in life that I never thought was possible. It’s not a happily ever after world, but I am being real in my life.
I’m no longer controlled by old feelings and behaviors. I am open with my girlfriend about what is going on in my inner world, and our Love is stronger than its ever been.
Porn no longer rules my life like it used to. I like the life I’m living. This program is not a quick fix. It is a long term process of healing. And it works when I take the steps. Its all about choosing right steps at right time and this is the right time for me and for each one of us here.
Stop daydreaming with porn and choose the path of reality which means.
1. Reality of Pleasure full sex.
2. Reality of Bullshit created in our brain due to porn.
3. Reality of understanding being your own self.
4. Reality of true beauty of women.
5. Reality of all this Social Anxiety and other personality disorders created by porn.
5. Reality of trusting and having faith in God.
6. And the foremost is understanding the reality of this beautiful and God gifted life which was constantly ruined by Porn.
Porn is a sin, it detaches ourselves from ourselves and also from God and this whole world which looks as if only porn, Masturbation and sex things are only left in life. Recovery begins when you start realizing and understanding your own self that you are a Human Being but not a masturbation or a sex machine.
I am now able to find peace without Porn, Now I can feel myself that what is good or bad for me and choice is always yours. You are only one single step away from changing yourself and that single step is your valuable decision on your own self’s life. I wish all d best to other fapstronauts. We are born to rise not to become slave to anything (Porn) its us who rule life don’t make porn rule your life.
God Bless all of you. Keep moving ahead on right path. Help,support and advice is always there for my other fellow fapstronauts.
Thanks to Nofap for making me understand what right path is.
LINK – You are always just one step away from overcoming this addiction.
by Anurag12