So tonight I had sex with a trans person, no big deal. I am a heterosexual man and about a year ago I pretty much quit porn. I’ve had a few relapses but only a couple of them have been to pornography. Most of them have come from Tinder and the thought of getting with certain people.
When I was watching porn heavily I started dabbling in like Transgendered porn/Shemale stuff, I wasn’t really attracted to it but it was just something I was curious about and would watch on occasion.
Over the last couple months I’ve gotten to know a few trans people near me that I met on some dating sites and I always wanted to do something with them but I never really had the guts too and deep down I knew I didn’t really want to, so I would end up just fapping about it and losing my streak. Vicous cycle
But tonight I went through and met up with a Trans girl and ended up having some really awkward sex with her. It was a little uncomfortable for both of us, and I felt really bad afterward. It was an odd experience and it felt weird sexually exploring like that.
What I learned is that I am no way interested in trans people or lady boys, and that fetish I had was 100% porn induced. Also, I find that meaningless sex is useless, even with girls. You shouldn’t be doing NoFap just to get laid on one night stands, there is no connection and it is hardly any better masturbation.
TLDR: Had sex with a trans person, learned that my fetish was porn induced and it is not something I am interested in.
I don’t feel like telling anyone around me IRL about this predicament and I know this community is great and supporting so I really wanted to get this one off my chest. Thanks!
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