Tried NoFap but realised porn is the real problem. Stopped viewing it and it has been 4 weeks. Longest so far in the last 14 years of viewing frequent porn. I always watched gay porn but I begin to realise that my brain just liked the kinkiness of it all. Now I feel a bit emotionless but certainly feel that I am into women in real life.
Hardest part of it all? I never dated anyone, no women no men, and didn’t try to impress anyone. Now it seems so difficult to impress a woman because I have never invested in that part of myself and feel fucking ugly. Trying to change it though.
LINK – Sexuality change
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