Short background: Started watching porn at the age of 13 and since then been watching atleast 2x times a day. However since I turned 18 I decided to stop watching porn completely after reading this forum for quite some time. Mainly out of curiosity of ” benefits ”. Anyway I am now at 120+ day (not sure of exact number of the day because stopped counting after 100th) and I’ve realised couple things:
- First and most important thing for me personally – changes in anxiety levels. Before stopping porn I was in a very bad state, sometimes I would not even go to a shop because I’ve felt uncomfortable seeing other people and felt like avoiding any kind of contact is must for me because everything was awkward to me not to mention if a girl tried to ask me something, face would turn red and heart beat would go out of control (could even hear my own heartbeat lol). Now I have minimal anxiety, I don’t really care anymore to who and when I talk, it can be a hot girl, a movie star or whoever, I can strike up small conversation if I want to.
- Nothing changed in my libido. I want to fuck every day, I undress hot girls in my mind , If I see a girl in slutty outfit in a street or at work or anywhere – I will think about fucking her whole day except of course when I’m heavy into sport or something. In short – I’m still as horny as I was ever, I don’t want to watch porn or photos or anything, but I look for any opportunity to fuck a girl anytime ,actually the hornyness level is so high I could fuck 5 times a day and its kinda annoying to be this horny.
- Less brain fog, more focus. I am generally as a person a little bit air headed, but I feel that at day 50+ or so I started remembering details, things clearly, no more dumb shit like holding phone in a hand and searching for it, or coming back to home 3 times before picking everything up before work lol.
That’s my personal experience, if you guys have any questions, feel free to ask, personal questions even.
LINK – Day 100+ Thoughts
by nofapsurf234
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