You guys are my inspiration. Learning I’m not alone or a prude in my (relatively newfound) fight against porn being the “norm” in my life has made a major difference.
Had another fight with my husband and I’m learning that a lack of intimacy / feeling of companionship is partly what drives my need for PMO. In the past PMO has made me feel like I’m commuting ‘self-care’ and was comforting … But the price I pay is too high.
The quality of real sex plummets with my husband when I do it, and even after two months I was only just starting to clear the images from my mind of porn when we’d have sex.
Sigh. Time to start over. Just trying to keep myself accountable. I wish he was as supportive of this as you guys are, but he doesn’t struggle the way I do with it.
Take care everyone <3
LINK – Relapsed today after about two months free. Any other women here struggling too
By FreelLekker
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