Starting this journey marked a turning point in my life; where I still got ways to go but getting rid of this entirely has “cleared the path” as it were. Only now I was able to notice how much porn was holding me back in my life goals.
I feel like I have so much more time. I started taking classes to add something in my curriculum, got back (slowly) into drawing, writing, being up to date with news, and even dabbled on playing piano in an app on my phone as a hobby. I notice woman way more and slowly I’m getting more social overall, looking people in the eye more often and being more open with my feelings.
I still remember scenes and pictures from time to time, and even get the urge to look back on some 2d artists I used to follow, but I just choose to move away from those thoughts. Sometimes I accidentally stumble upon porn or sexy images on friends’ groups and I just delete them right away; without feeling a rush, like I’m not bothered.
I still masturbate but rarely. I’m using milestones on my counter to mark the days when I’m allowed to. I always look forward to those days and feel very excited about them coming and that’s been working great for me!
So, I just would like to say thank you to everyone in this community who are always here to share their experiences and the dangers of porn. Coming to this sub daily has been hugely motivational and I couldn’t do it without you guys.
Thank you.
LINK – I finally made it to a 100 days!
by SoldierOS
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