In my last post, I wrote about how the flashbacks came back. I spoke about how they weren’t as frequent as before. I was wrong. The flashbacks come in short, vivid, bursts, and are very frequent and intense. I was hit with a series of flashbacks today early in the morning (3:00 AM), I could not fall asleep again and I’ve been awake since.
Now my biggest issue is that I still get aroused by these flashbacks.
PIED Cured?:
I genuinely don’t know what has changed over the past 5 days but today I have experienced over 5+ erections (100% Hardness). I’m going, to be frank, I have never felt erections like this before. My penis sensitivity has been dialed up to 1000%. The sequence of events usually goes one of two ways:
Flashback(s) -> I tried to ignore it/them -> Erection
My penis brushes ever so slightly against my underwear -> Flashback(s) -> I tried to ignore it/them -> Erection
Now I don’t know if this is a temporary effect caused by the flashbacks – this has never happened to me before. Or my PIED is really cured and everything down there is back to normal. Or this is just due to the recent change in my diet (I started eating healthy again after months of bad eating habits).
Returning to my bigger concern:
Now my biggest issue is that I still get aroused by these flashbacks.
[Material about a fetish omitted] I’m glad to report that my interest in this act has been significantly reduced. But talking about it still stresses me out just a bit.
I recently watched a video by Universal Man. In the video he explains that there are two types of fetishes:
Natural Fetish
Porn-Induced Fetish
Now in my scenario, I genuinely do not know where I fall. From my research, the general consensus is that if you abstain long enough you will lose interest. “Let time do its thing.” I’ve made it this far, another 289 Days is nothing.
That’s all for this entry. I’m going to end off with one of my favorite quotes:
“You’d be surprised what you can live without” – Dr. Gregory House
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