When I woke at January first… I told to myself… I’m gonna achieve it… I’ll have sex with a new girl… WITHOUT ED DRUGS with a STRONG BONER…LAST NIGHT! I ACCOMPLISHED MY MISSION!
I’M SO FUCKING PROUD OF ME. THANKS TO YOU GUYS… THANKS TO GARY WILSON AND GABE…
I feel that I’m CURED!
By mr.deep
POST A FEW DAYS LATER – Let’s change our mindset
Let’s change our mindset.
I have learnt a lot during the last week… Now, I know which was the biggest fear I had in bed…
I DIDN’T ACCEPT MYSELF NAKED… Especially I just wanted to have a boner in order to hide the size of my flaccid penis… I think I developed this fear cause I saw many king size penis on porn movies since I was 11 years old. When I grew up I noticed that my penis wasn’t big like I saw in movies…
This week I was having sex with my new girl without ED drugs… There was one moment when I loose my erection but I know it was just anxiety… I took some minutes talking with her and then started kissing again and then we have an amazing moment having delicious sex. When she gave me a blowjob… I noticed that I had a completely different idea of my body and my penis size in my mind. I looked my penis and her face while she was giving me that blowjob… I thought… I’m happy with I’m looking now… I’m perfect… It’s perfect… I like my dick in this size… I don’t need more inches… I’m fine!
Yesterday I dreamt… That I was naked in the beach… With some friends… I wasn’t embarrassed… I feel happy in the dream with my flaccid penis… In fact I remember a moment in the dream where I met with a girl friend… And I was naked, laughing and having a nice moment with her without having sex. She hug me in the dream and I was like I like this sensation.
I also changed my mind about sex…
In the past…I used to think that penis size was so fucking important to be a nice partner in bed. I thought that if you show a big penis she will be so fucking amazed with you…
So the equation of pleasure for me was…Big penis size (40%) + Strong boner (40%) + Delayed ejaculation (20%) = GIRL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND EXTREMELY HAPPY ABOUT YOUR PERFORMANCE…
If you analyze…Where in this equation you find self pleasure, intimacy, touch, tenderness, love, hug, kisses, friction, sounds, smells, passion, seduction, self acceptance, self esteem and confidence?
Nowhere…
When I started this rebooting I just wanted to be a boner machine… Now I noticed that after being fighting with the side effects of PORN for one year… I understood everything…
The biggest problem is our mindset affected by porn. As time goes by… You noticed that morning woods reappear… Your libido increase, and you have more spontaneous erections… Those are good symptoms… I think that It’s big sign that things are going through the right path.
But I’m pretty sure that many of you guys who have been rebooting for many months and everyday you wake up you have a boner… Maybe, you have failed during sex time… And you don’t understand why… If I’ve been rebooting for many time… why I still have performance anxiety?
ANSWER – your mindset about sex
We must work on change our thoughts about sex…
There’s more than erection and deep inside her vagina.
FOREPLAY friends… It’s a special moment… It’s a moment to play like kids… The more relaxed you are, the easier it will be. In fact there’s no a goal in sex… I think that if we have a goal in mind… it’s gonna be so difficult to perform…
SEX IS ABOUT SEX… SEX IS EVERY TOUCH… SEX IS AMAZING.. SEX IS NOT A TASK… SEX IS THE BEST MOMENT TO RELEASE STRESS… SEX IS INTIMACY, NOT VIOLENCE. SEX IS A TIME WHERE YOU ARE YOURSELF… SEX IS LOVE, SEX IS SELF ACCEPTANCE… SEX IS A GOD GIFT… IN SEX WE ARE SPENDING OUR VITAL ENERGY… SO WE MUST FIND A GOOD GIRL TO SHARE THIS MIRACLE…
WE ARE PLEASURE! ENJOY IT MY FRIENDS.
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