I have watched porn since I was about 12 and I am now 22. I didn’t realize i had a problem til I couldn’t feel a thing at the age of 19 when I attempted to have sex, I immediately went flaccid and from that moment on I knew I had a problem.
So I found this site and for 3 years I have battled with this. In the beginning I lasted a month but that ended due to stress and after that each no pmo streak would reach 3-7 days.
So pretty much for the last 3 years I have never met my goal of no pmo but I have cut down my excessive jerking.
So the beginning of this year I really got serious. I would pmo maybe 5 times in a month instead of everyday.
And this past month I only pmo twice and started using man 1 man oil to increase my sensitivity. I’m also on a streak of about 2 weeks.
I feel like the decrease in my pmo and the use of this oil is working because I just had pleasurable sex.
At first I didn’t want to because it’s a new girlfriend and I was terrified of messing up. So I convinced her to try oral first, Surprisingly I O in 5 mins.
And of course she was upset so I told her that if I manage to become erect again we could have sex and within 30mins I was ready again. So I let things happen.
And I could feel it!! Within 10-15 mins I O again. I’m soooo happy because I thought I’d be alone the rest of my life.
It’s possible to overcome our addiction guys. If u can’t reach your goal than at least decrease ur pmo to once a week
I have not posted here in a long time because I would always fail my goal.
LINK – Just had sex and I feel changed!
BY – samckinn
INITIAL POST – OVER 2 YEARS EARLIER
I just joined this site so this will be my first post. I have been pmo since I was 12. it started off when I found my mom’s collection of porn and ever since then if she was away from home I would pmo, or if I could just be alone I would mo. I never really noticed anything changing cuz I was so young. I would pmo or mo at least 2-3 times a day.
Time passed and eventually I got my own set of dvds to watch and i pmo everyday to porn. Years gone by and I’m in highschool.im was pretty confident I was very fit and in shape. So i didn’t think porn was affecting my life. we eventually got internet and I got my own laptop. I feel like I really messed myself up bcuz b4 internet looking at porn gave me an erection. But now I have to stimulate myself to get it up. it started off with regular porn. Then it escalated to more hardcore stuff and after each session I would think to myself how did I enjoy what I just watched.
Well I knew I had problems with porn but I didn’t think it had any affects on my penis. I had so many girls wanting to date me in high school but I wasn’t interested until one girl my senior year. We dated for awhile and then came the time when we were alone. I could get a 90% erection just from kissing and touching and my first time was a success but I really didn’t feel anything. I did but then I didn’t.
Our second time having sex I could not stay hard a few moments after penetration it would start to go flaccid. And I didn’t understand why when this girl was so hot. So eventually we broke up and I went on to college. I ended up getting another girlfriend and she was great too it started off with blowjobs and they were amazing. but when it came to penetration I could not keep my erection after a few mins of penetration.
so my relationship ended and I have been afraid to date. I am now 20 and currently dating and i still get erections that are 90% from kissing and touching but after awhile of kissing it will go down. I tried penetration but I still don’t really feel anything so i start to lose my erection. I told her that I just needed time b4 I’m ready for sex. So here I am. I had been trying to quit for a yr now but still I always relapse after like 3 days. This is my longest time of no pmo and right now it feels dead down there. The first few days I would get really hard morning woods but now they have faded so now I’m wondering what now.
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