My dear friends! It’s been almost a year I haven’t logged in the forum. Now I understand why there are so many rebooting stories but not so many successful stories. This is what Gary Wilson had been saying before he passed away. “Once the rebooters get cured, they don’t sign back to the forum to write a success story.”
NOTE: I haven’t fully recovered, BUT!!! the progress is drastically good! So let me say:
Since past year the first biggest improvement I felt was in March 2022. For around 21 months I had had worst situation, no sign of life, depression psychosis, even 100 mg sildenafil wouldn’t work for 21 full months! Even if I tried to imagine the deepest porn scenes I couldn’t get erections. My dick was extremely shriveled/shrunk and cold. I had a super attractive girlfriend but whatever she could do it didn’t turn me on. I literally had hell while trying to have sex.
Benefits
Now I’m on 1030th day of reboot, the things are drastically different:
* My depression is 1000000% gone, even I want to say I had been struggling with depression since age 16 (when I started watching porn) and I never understood why, now it’s all cleared up.
* Very strange thing what I noticed is that my skin is very clear
* I’m 100000000000% sure that workout may not cure you but it boosts up your curing speed and here is why – currently my libido is very high and I cannot resist to masturbate a lot weekly, when it’s too much I get like masturbation hangover and on mornings I have a killer headache, but when I workout at gym the next day I literally wake up like Frodo with sunshine (not even exaggerating) – no headache and I feel something like I’m on the good drug or antidepressant. I feel 0 anxiety and even listening to music, breathing and walking gives me extreme satisfaction (this is related to dopamine regulation from workout) NOTE: workout will not cure instantly but what I thing it may reduce recovery time by 30%. For example if you workout daily you may get cured in 2 years instead of 3 years without workout.
* One biggest improvement is that girls are very attractive to me now. I haven’t felt this since age of 16-17
* While I’m thinking about someone from real life I get hard erection, even while I’m standing I get it. It was practically impossible before. And the strength of erection depends on how much I masturbated in recent days.
* Masturbation has a slowdown effect for sure. NOTE: it will not worsen your situation like porn but it will slow down your progress. Too much masturbation gets me back to mini flatline like 2-3 days. Before this progress, masturbation get me back to 2-3 months of flatline so this is a big deal for me.
* Another thing I can say and the biggest one is that life without porn changes you drastically, it will destroy your self-doubts, depression and anxiety. Life is good without porn. It literally makes you a different person.
You will be cured!
* Lastly, the best news, FORGET EVERY DOUBT, YOU WILL BE CURED! I haven’t gotten completely cured and you may ask why can I trust you or how can you be so sure. Here is the thing, when I started reboot journey, I had soo bad a situation that literally I couldn’t feel my penis. Mentally I had an extremely, extremely bad situation, no attractiveness to girls. Right now when I think about it I’m very scared to go back to the day 1st of reboot journey. Now, I can get erections by just thinking about sex. Can you imagine how good it is? Also my penis is 95% times full, warm, thick etc.
When I’m out of mini flatline I literally can masturbate 3-4 months daily and I get only 2-3 days mini flatlines. While in my darkest times one masturbation used to send me into 2-3 months of flatline. Also another effect is something like literally changing in your mind.
Let me say, you don’t get confident about sex, you are just thirsty for sex. When I was in the beginning of my reboot, I had zero confidence and I used to think I will get confident later on. But when you are getting cured you don’t think about confidence then, you only think about how tasty good sex would be. You just crave for sex. When you think about sex, it gives you very good sensation and hunger literally. Also another good thing is when you masturbate or have sex you don’t feel as depleted, headache or anxiety, instead you get the same feeling as you have after a good meal, full and satisfied.
Another argument I have is that I’m afraid of thinking something sexual because I’m not used to control it (because I haven’t had a real libido for such a very long time), so if I even think about something sexual, I get very big urges to have sex/ masturbate (but not for watching porn).
Now I understand how I was a real slave of porn, and I had been living in a dark, depressive world.
Another argument, I have an online friend from a reboot reddit page. He is from brasil and he has been helping me already more than a year without any payment or anything. What he really asks me is to help others to defeat this hellish sickness, he had to reboot for fucking 6 years!!! And finally he got cured!
If you still have doubts, some info about me:
I used to use porn for 12 years and I was literally impotent for fucking 12 years from 16 to 28, I thought I was faulty or something. And I was not just a regular porn user, I was a heavy porn user. When I used to binge use porn I would continue fapping every day unless my libido depleted till zero and used to go to months of zero libido. Now I feel something like I haven’t felt for 12 years. I had severe depression and anxiety. Literally severe for these 12 years, I couldn’t sit on a chair without repeatedly moving my legs and feeling extreme headache and depression. Now I’m super calm and I haven’t had this kind of good responsiveness to sexual thoughts, it literally gives me hard erection. Only thing is it doesn’t last long without manual stimulation, so I think even another couple of years will completely cure me. I’m saying couple of years because I prefer to aim for a long time rather than say in a month I will be cured. It can be literally in one week but imp not hurrying.
… One day I will be completely cured and what I’m going to do is continue helping a lot of guys because I consider myself one of the worst case, as I have 12-14 years of experience in PIED. Literally my PIED started so early that I didn’t know what was to have a normal erection by now, I didn’t understood I had problem or not because I never had sex or erection after the age of 15 till 28. But when I faced the fact that I couldn’t get it up in front of the sexiest girl ever, that was a huge shock. So when I get cured everyone else will have hope and drastically decrease the depression.
Wait for it guys and have a trust in it! You will be cured.
Premature ejaculation
Oh and another huge improvement which I missed and it’s very important – premature ejaculation. It improved drastically. During my reboot I was also depressed because I ejaculated literally in 30 seconds and I couldn’t find any single posts about improved premature ejaculation. Right now what I notice is the length of masturbation before ejaculation is drastically increased. I don’t last like 30 minutes or 1 hours but I definitely fall into really normal range.
Also one good thing is I have better control of stopping ejaculation and the one factor plays a big role in it – the head of penis is very inflated. During my worst time even if I had erections with sildenafil or naturally, my penis head was always small, like 100 times out of 100 encounter. Now its 100% full. Even I can say I have never seen my penis head to be as big as now.
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