I don’t know how I can express my feeling now. Its lot different as I never had such a clean mental feeling before in my life. Today I am celebrating 101st day of NOFAP.
After these 100 days without any relapse for even 1 time i feel so good about myself, this FORUM and my friends who gave me support in my tough times.
It’s like YOU SHOULD EXPERIENCE THIS FEELING BY YOURSELF.
How my life was before.
I was too lethargic and pessimistic before getting into NOFAP challenge. I could never find any beauty in living. I was not knowing how important life is. Even though I was engaged in Music and literature i could not find any pleasure in those. I never tried to improve myself but i always thought about my misfortunes in life.
Emotionally I was so Sentimental, Weak hearted, Pessimistic, Afraid, Nervous, Introverted and more…
How I am now. I wonder how my life changed like this. What made such a drastic change in my life. Maybe NOFAP or else the strength i absorbed from it. Anyway LIFE IS GREAT.
Now I understood how important life is. How important each second is. I feel more happier than before and i can find happiness everywhere.
Now I became More Strong (physically &mentally), Bold, Courageous, Optimistic, Open-Hearted and Confident
How could i do this?
I never counted days. My aim was not to go a particular number of days and after that switching back to how i was before. I was always focused to improve my life conditions. I was always thinking how can i change my bad habits. I am seeing this small success as just a beginning. More yet to come in my path.
I started doing workouts. yoga and meditation so that I can make my mind strong enough to resist any bad thoughts. I find time for reading good books and gain knowledge. I used to hear good and soothing melodies and beats for inspiration. I concentrated in my studies and dedicated more time in productive things.
Finally, I fixed my schedule busy so that i didn’t even get time for PMOing. Even though I use to be alone at my place during day time. Even though I used internet alone, I COULD SAY GOODBYE TO PORN MAYBE NOW OR FOREVER…
Thank you All
~Masque
LINK – Celebrating 101st Day of NOFAP..!!
by Masquerade
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