So last night, I went on a date with a lovely girl who I met a few days back. It was the second time we met together and I was pretty sure that she would end up in my house.
Prior to the date, the thought of taking her home was both exciting and scary as I was worried my PIED would again spoil an otherwise lovely evening. Last night was the first time I was going to check if NOFAP had helped with my PIED.
So here is what happened:
We went to see some live shows around the city and followed that with a meal in a Mexican restaurant. I had 4 pints which wasn’t a really good thing to do. At around midnight, I took her home, and we quickly went to bed just as if we were already a couple. Even before we kissed, I could already feel that I was getting hard. I was trying to keep my mind away from it as I perfectly know that keeping your mind on your erection actually kills it. But the reality is that whatever I was focusing on, my erection was just there and it was not going to let me down.
Then the dreaded moment of putting a condom on arrived, and I thought that it would kill my hard on, which has happened before. And nope, not this time! Again things were going as normal as they should!
Finally, I thought that having been orgasm free for 2 months, I would come within a minute, and nope. Again to my surprise, everything worked better than expected. We had sex for about 15 minutes give or take and I came nicely!!!
All in all, I think it’s the first real proof that NOFAP has worked for me. I have now even more reasons to continue with my journey. I believe the key to ultimate success is to see a proof that NoFap changed whatever you wanted to change. Once you see that, you will feel unstoppable.
NOFAP is not a temporary thing, it is a forever thing!!
LINK – PIED IS OVER THANKS TO NOFAP!
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UPDATE
A few days ago, I wrote a post about how, after years of using Viagra, I had finally been able to have sex with a girl without it. I thought it was a new chapter in my life, but the chapter came with a hiccup.
2 days ago, I met this girl on Tinder while in Vienna. To my surprise, she tells me she is an escort in real life, but she wants to meet to have fun as normal people do. So we meet, and although she was nowhere near as hot as her picture suggested, I thought that having sex for free with a professional is an opportunity I should not ignore. However, scared to death about not living up to the expectations of a lady of the night who wants to have fun, guess what I did… I took a viagra again!! Sex was really good, obviously, but I felt right there, that all my efforts had been in vain. That I had not broken the circle. That I was still trapped by the use of a damn pill. That somehow, I still had PIED, although I had proven myself otherwise only a week ago.
So today, after 48 hours cursing myself, I decided that I had to confront this situation again. First thing I did, I took my remaining Viagra pills and I put them in the bin. Gone forever! Right after, I called a girl who had been willing to have sex with me for a month, but I was always too scared to do it, and kept flaking on her. Today, she invited me over to her place and I accepted…Not only I accepted, I put pressure to do it. Now, this is what happened:
I went to her house around 19.30. I wasn’t feeling particularly nervous, probably because I had already mentioned to her some little issues with anxiety and she sounded quite understanding about it. As soon as I walked into her flat, we started to kiss and we quickly moved things to her bedroom. Within a couple of minutes I was hard and ready to go. After a bit of oral sex, the dreaded moment of putting the condom on arrived…and guess what? I lost my hard on faster than if I had done the bucket challenge on it. Panic strikes, but I try to act cool. Sensing that I was nervous or upset about it, she tries to calm me down a bit. Deep down, I feel like I am back to starting point…PIED is governing my life and there’s nothing I will be able to do. If 2 months of NoFap haven’t solved this, nothing will. I was being far too dramatic I guess…
Fast forward 10 minutes… We continue to kiss and I try to stay in the moment and think of nothing else (easier said than done), and my erection comes back!! I feel like…wow…years ago, when my erection went away, it was going away for good, for the whole night. So i reach for a new condom hoping my penis will not let me down this time. Almost praying to the the Gods of Nofap! And surprise surprise, my erections stays with me… I did manage to have sex with her. It wasn’t mind blowing for me, and surely not for her. But being able to have regular sex for the second time in a week with a different girl can only be seen as positive. I did last about 10 minutes, couple of positions. It wasn’t perfect, it wasn’t long, but it felt more rewarding than any mind blowing sex I may have had with Viagra.
So, all in all, I realize that I am on the right track. That the efforts are paying off. But I also realize, that I still have a long road ahead. That it’s gonna take some time until I enjoy sex the same way I did when I was 20, when I could just do it, enjoy it, and think of nothing else.
Those days are gone, but I am staying on the NOFAP track to get them back! Only a matter of time I am sure!
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