I first learned about NoFap and tried it about 5 months ago. I was able to keep it off for about a week and a half or so before I caved in and went back to my usual daily PMO habit. It wasn’t until I’d say about Mid October-ish that I started NoFap again and really taken it seriously.
I don’t know what clicked in me, but ever since then I’ve finally started to accept that I had a problem with porn and actively wanted to do something about my fucked up mental state.
It’s been pretty hard to do, and I haven’t been able to fully drop masturbatiom as a whole, but I haven’t seen a single pixel of porn since I started this up again. And I just have to say, wow. All these “superpowers” everyone claims to have when adjusting to life without PMO? It’s fucking real.
I’ve struggled with social anxiety since I was about maybe 13 years old, which is when I really got into watching a lot of porn. I was with a female friend of mine on a busy busy Friday night last week just casually hanging out at a plaza when I noticed how fucking reduced my social anxiety is now. Usually when I go out in public and have to wait in line, or wait for my food at restraunts, I get really anxious for some reason and feel like everyone is looking at me. Don’t know why, it’s just the way I’ve been.
This was completely fucking gone while I was walking around this jam packed place, I felt as if I was fucking human again. I felt that I was a part of this crowd, and that I was starting to feel normal and a part of society again.
I almost caved in last night and had a strong urge to PMO again, but then I realized-
I don’t want this amazing feeling of new found self confidence and normality to dissipate. I like being a part of the others around me again, rather than just feel like I’m observing others from a distance. So I’m gonna put this disgusting shit away that makes me a scumbag, and leave it behind in my past. Don’t you ever fucking give up my fellow fapstronauts. Because without you guys, I wouldn’t have found this new light in my life.
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by FrogFam
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