I’ve been with 8 girls before, but I had always struggled due to my teenage porn addiction to actually stay up if you get what I mean. I never actually had an orgasm inside a girl, I had grown so accustomed to the feel of hands that a vagina just didn’t do anything for me.
I had given nofap loads of attempts in the past but they were all half ass, some edging here and there led to relapses. But this time it was different. It was my new years resolution to not look at porn or masturbate AT ALL.
I’ve had a few encounters with girls in the past 46 days that kept me sane. But I’ve been seeing a really awesome girl for the past 3 weeks or so and we had sex for the first time yesterday. 46 days of no porn had did amazing things, I was actually sustaining a 100% erection, even with a condom. Cumming inside a girl felt so amazing and I was so chuffed with myself because I knew it was a sign that my brain is rewiring from the years of abuse from porn.
This is the most dangerous time though, complacency has got to me before and it’s important that I stay focused and get to 90 days. I hope my story can inspire similar people who have ED problems from porn.
If my erection was not at 100%, it was always at least 85%. Not these semi half ass attempts as you and I both know too well. I’ve never been a fan of girl on top, so my dick was around 85% then. I haven’t had this kind of sex enough to say if that’s normal or not though. Doing it with a condom surprised me.
Not edging is the man thing in combating ED. If you want real actual sex, make your main man down there a female only zone.
As I said to another user, simply just thinking to yourself “oh I won’t fap” isn’t enough. You have to mentally envision yourself at 90 days having fantastic sex and loving the little things in life. It’ll guide you on your way. If you always have hope there’s still a chance.
21/m here. Have a good one 🙂
Link – Just had real sex for the first time ever. This shit WORKS!
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