I went 6 months hardmode (NoFap, NoPorn, NoOrgasm) and thus managed to cure my porn-induced erectile dysfunction that ive suffered from for 3 years.. But instead I developed severe premature ejaculation (could barely last 20 seconds during sex).I pre-ejaculated for about a month with my girlfriend so I decided to start jerkin’ it again to lower my sensitivity.
So I went back to my daily masturbation habit, however this time without porn.
I jerked off for about a month and then thought “hey a little porn sesh wont hurt, for old times sake”…. huge mistake.
This led me to a 3-day PMO Binge.. I didnt masturbate all day but around one hour each day. since then, the last few times that I’ve had sex, my PIED symptoms have started to come back. Now I can only get it up about 50% of the time that we decide to have sex.
You know how a recovering alcoholic doesnt go back to drinking every once in a while after a few months of abstinence? well, I have come to realize that I am seriously addicted to porn and that addiction will probably never go away. you could say that I’m an “all or nothing” kind of guy.
This has led me to the decision to never watch porn again because there is no question about it, It has a huge negative impact on me both physically and mentally, and the only way for me to fully recover sexually is to completely abstain from porn forever.
This post is also a warning to all you guys out there. Don’t get cocky when you’re on a big streak. thats what I did and now I seem to have restored all my old porn addiction symptoms. Shit sucks. But I will try to learn from this.
I have nothing against porn in a moral sense, and I don’t look down on any of my friends for watching it(most of them do).
But for me personally, Porn is EVIL. It has robbed me of my masculinity and killed my self esteem. But I’m determined to get it back at all costs. even if it means leaving this habit behind for good.
- TLDR: Went 6 months hardmode, cured PIED, watched porn for 3 days straight, PIED returned, never watching porn again
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