I want to share to relieve some pain. I started fapping at 11. I still remember that day when I discover fap cz u can’t forget things which destroyed your life.
I was sitting on my bed reading a ordinary magazine suddenly some semen came out my joj* that was so pleasurable I can’t describe in words I was also very confused because I didn’t have any idea what it was. I rush to toilet and cleaned it on the very next day I was watching Jennifer Lopez erotic video song I experience the same pleasure and that was the 1st time I rub my joj* and discovered fap
BACKGROUND 1st let me tell u my background before discovering fap I was extraordinary brilliant student. I topped in almost every class, sports. I was the cool dude in my school everyone wanted to have friendship with me.
CONSEQUENCES after discovered fapping, I started it as a fun that was the major turning point in my life: I lost interest in my studies friends, family. Fapping on erotic videos became the most pleasurable thing in my life. I used to fap twice a day. I began to lose my grades and friends and my whole respected life.
At age 15 I gained lot of weight and to lose that weight I started vigorous weight lifting – but I always used to PMO before going to gym. That was the reason my performance was pathetic during workout. In spite of getting muscle I lost whatever I had. But guys the very interesting thing to share that I didn’t know that was happening due to PMO. I developed a thought that there is some problem in my body and this thought became more deeper when I read few advertisements from Dabblers that teens who used to PMO became sexually weak.
Around 10 years I lived with it that I’m sexually weak (ED) and have deep self-image issue. I tried every medicine and exercise, but always got negative results. That 10 years was like living in hell. Whenever my family asked me to get married I refused because I was considering myself unfit for marriage. Then I developed severe depression whenever someone asked me to get married. That question always dropped like hammer on my head. I planned to leave my family and country and to go somewhere lonely like jungle to live rest of my life, or to commit suicide. I used to beat myself to punish because I was thinking that my sexual weakness (erectile dysfunction) was the result of PMO which I did almost 15 years and would not be able to have sex in my life. You can imagine how depressed I was.
One day I was searching any cure for ED and suddenly found youbrainonporn.com. I was born again that day after reading the root cause of my problem. I was shocked, but was a great relief. It was like someone had removed 100’s of ton from my shoulder.
So I started cold turkey but the withdrawal symptoms were triple hell it was like not rebooting but a complete shutdown.
WITHDRAWAL:
- Unable to sleep many days
- Thoughts of having serious diseases
- Shivering and shaking hands
- Zero energy
- Zero motivation
- Feel more weak after workout
- Stomach problems
- Swollen teeth gums
- Pain in shoulders
- Severe social anxiety
- Severe depression
- Serious self image issues
- Hemorrhoids
- Frequent urination
- Swollen prostate
- Lower abdomen pain
- Hair fall
- Sunken eyes
- Pale skin
It’s almost 1 year now and many of my problems are solved and I am still struggling with self image issues but severity is less
That was a very long post but I write this in detail so our new generation read this and learn from us that PORN is SWEET POISON which can slowly destroy your body, brain, soul, family and your life. It is the biggest drug of 21st century, which is free and one click away
I beg you guys quit PMO right now otherwise u have to quit ur life as a consequence. In spite of writing a detailed post still can’t express the whole misery which I faced so plz beware.
LINK – porn withdrawal story
by sam1003
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