91 days ago I was browsing off-the-shelf viagra knock offs at a discount pharmacy stand in the airport of Mexico city.
I’d had a random sexual experience which, like the rest of them, played out like a tragic porno in fast forward. Two minutes of vigorous semi-erect humping followed by apologies and confusion. Then at least two weeks of self-loathing and confusion.
I searched reddit to see if anyone knew where I could find a steady supply of male enhancement drugs on the cheap, thinking I may as well form a lifelong dependency at this point. Suddenly, I happened across nofap.
In the last three months I have:
- Had regular, serene make out sessions which feel like deep meditation or psychedelic drugs
- Grew out my hair
- Initiated seven new fapstronauts
- Stopped thinking of other men as competitors
- Stopped thinking of attractive woman solely in terms of sex; they’re really people now.
- Noticed all the REALLY beautiful women in my life who don’t conform to the platinum blonde boob job aesthetic
- Overcame my social anxiety
- Made love to five different women
- Gained focus
- Gained intuition
- Gained another five pounds of muscle and a lot of tone
- Started doing blender again
- Started to acknowledge and examine my other addictions, excessive pot use, reddit, youtube
- Had the hardest, most long lasting erections of my life
- Went from grower-not-a-shower to grower-when-I-show-her
- Actually though, my sex is slow now, passionate, lasts more than an hour.
LINK – 91 days of absolutely no fap. Passion, boners, self-acceptance, courage. AMA.
by Yamochao
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