I’ve been doing nofap for 14 months now, with many relapses. I’ve had lots of small streaks, a few 30 day streaks, a 50 day and a 62 day streak, and it all adds up.
Last night I dreamt that the character from Don Jon was getting chased through the woods by zombies. Now dreams are metaphorical, the character from Don Jon represented my porn addict, and to see zombies in a dream means that something is dead to you.
I woke up this morning with a completely new mindset about this, porn addiction is no longer something I’m fighting, it’s just something that I no longer have. I have absolutely no desire for porn whatsoever. It fucks you up in the head and ruins your erections. It ruins your life. Porn is dead to me.
Still though, I’m not going to become complacent. Just because I think I’ve won doesn’t mean it can’t come back. It probably won’t come back, but it can. I have to remain vigilant for life.
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