Before starting my no pmo journey I was addicted to porn and could not go 3 days without watching it. I use to masturbate to porn like crazy. I didn’t know I had erectile dysfunction due to porn. I could not have sex with a condom on – hahaha forget about that.
I mean I miss out on a lot of women and waist time on porn for years. Fellas let me tell you I’m a pretty decent looking guy and I had a lot of women but when it came down to sex I either couldn’t get hard or I wasn’t hard enough for intercourse. I had to have a girl give me oral sex to just to get me hard but when it was time for intercourse I got soft. it was very depressing and embarrassing.
I was dealing with this for years and I didn’t tell anyone about it I was so depressed. I couldn’t have a girlfriend or anything. SO I decided to go the doctor and when they ran tests on me came back that my testosterone levels were perfectly fine and the doctor told me too just relax its all in my mind. I mean it was embarrassing having to walk in the doctor’s office for erectile dysfunction at such an early age I was like 21 or 22 that’s suppose to be my prime. so I decided to take some Viagra guess what?I tried to have sex and couldn’t even get hard.
I felt like what was there to live for if I couldn’t have sex with women. So I just started googling sites and I stumbled upon your brain on porn I was like wow this could really be why I have erectile dysfunction due to porn. Immediately I started my 90 day no pmo and it was tough for the first 2 3 weeks but I got through it. Throughout my 90 days I had many wet dreams. After 3 to 4 weeks I started noticing morning wood I was like holy shit last time I got morning wood I was like 14. So this motivated me to achieve my 90 day goal and over the course of time my wet dreams started to decrease from like 3 4 times a week to once a week. I didn’t talk to any girls throughout my journey just so I can have a peace of mind. Fellas porn is the devil I hate porn.
So anyways fast forward to last week I was in like my 85 days or so and I was like let me get back out there because I love women too much and I felt like it was my time to try to give it a go.
Fellas I met this chick we started to kick it for a few days and we had sex. I mean some good sex she was like damn I can feel it in my stomach lol. I had sex with a condom on with no issues I was so happy!!!!!!! You don’t understand. so any who I been kicking it with this other chick and she came over yesterday and fellas I had sex again with no issues initially I got 40% hard but it was enough for intercourse my dick went from 40% to 85% enough to make her squirt. This morning I woke up with a raging morning wood. We were texting she told me she love the dick, she wants more.
I wish I can send you all the messages hahaha lol. But fellas I think I am cured im only writing this to inspire those who are still dealing with pmo this stuff works. You have to make up your mind you want to enjoy life, have sex, get a girlfriend and have a peace of mind. In order to do just that you have to be determined to stay far away from porn and masturbation.
Also don’t worry about wet dreams. and even if you don’t know if you’re ready for sex get out there and go for it you will be amaze how your dick response. Also if your nervous and have anxiety take 1 pill of black ant king ( It’s Awesome and natural google it ) so you can defeat the mental battle and once you have successful sex you will no longer need to be dependent on a pill. Good luck fellas there is life on the other side.
So today officially makes 90 days on my calendar. I thought Ill share my story and please forgive me for my grammar I’m trying to get through this as quickly as I can. Fellas please don’t let go of the rope – don’t quit on your no PMO you can do it and cure yourself of this devil. Good luck reading.
LINK – Im Believe I am Cured Fellas
BY – ijohnson2264
INITIAL POST – Hey Guys what advice can you give me ?????
So today makes day 50th of my 90 to 120 day goal of No Porn masturbation or orgasm. So let me give you my update and timeline of my addiction recovery. So I been addicted to porn give or take 17 or 18 years old. I am now 23. I had so many women throughout my journey and have failed 95% with weak erections. I went to the doctor they told me they didn’t see nothing wrong with me. SO I started taking Viagra all type of pills and it work to some degree but I still had horrible erections for real life sex. So I finally stumbled upon your brain on porn and it has been a life saver because I was depressed. Any who I started getting my morning wood two to three weeks in and started to get random erections throughout the recovery. When I touch myself I get an erection not 100% but I get an erection. I have no desire anymore to porn. I had about a total of 8 to 12 wet dreams and I felt horrible the next day or two I haven’t had any of late. Any who here is my question when I get on instagram I always see twerking videos and like sexual images or girls talking freaky. and I got on snapchat and there is this page my friend told me to add and I added it. it was college girls having sex showing tits and giving head as soon as I watch 20 to 25 seconds I stop watching and deleting the page off my timeline quickly. I just hated the fact that I watch it NO I didn’t masturbate or actively seek out to watch it but I hate the fact that the image came in my brain it just messes with my mind and It feels like a setback even though I wasn’t turn on or aroused It did nothing too me but I feel horrible watching those videos and also videos like vine because I been doing so good. What do you guys think about this? Is it a setback should I move on without letting it bother me at this point I hate porn want nothing to do it but with social media these days there is always something equivalent to artificial porn
UPDATE – I healed
Fellas today makes idk but it’s been more than 120 days. I have officially lost count. Well I been lost count after 100 days of no PMO. I am healed I get random erections throughout the day. Also I get morning wood 4 5 times a day out of the week. It’s incredible how if you get rid of porn and masturbation. You actually heal yourself. It was hard for the 1st month. But I beat the urge. I’m cured. I’m just writing to the guys who may still be struggling or still trying to be cured. You can do it stay strong guys
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