Hey everybody I was getting some flashbacks of porn today at work when I realized I’m about 6 months free! I don’t know the exact date I started but it really doesn’t matter. I post something every once in a while to try to help someone out. I am not here to brag or get attention. I just want to post if even only one person gets help from it!
I had nothing but failed sex attempts in the past. Could not keep a streak going. Got into drugs depression and homelessness.
For the first time ever I’m truly in love and love my body. Life is not perfect by any means but it does feel good to accomplish a goal.
I did not do this on my own tho. Two years ago I was born again and saved and that is when my life changed. I started living for God and began working towards being like Jesus in all aspects of my life. God knows your heart he knows what your intentions are so even if you try and fail don’t lose hope. Many prayers of mine have been answered. There are so many of his promises guys in the Bible…. this is for anyone truly at Rock bottom!!! What do you have to lose? Say a prayer right now if you can with all your heart and ask Jesus to be the Lord of your life! The Christian walk can be hard it’s not easy to always love others, it’s not easy to be ridiculed by others, but Gods way is the best way! You will not regret the things you give up for the things you will gain. Ask Him to forgive your sins and change your heart because He can and He would love to!
I noticed i couldnt get hard with another person when i was 16 and had been trying to find out what was wrong with me for about 5 years, then i found nofap and started trying to abstain. When i was 22 i was saved and gave my life to Jesus. Stopped doing drugs and porn and slowly faded away from my old life and now i am doing great. I am 25 btw. The journey has been exceptional! Beyond the sex and relationship i have a lot of peace now and some good jobs.
LINK – 6 month mark! Femdom/diaper fetish with pied to loving relationship and great sex
by silverfail1