I made a post about two weeks ago saying that I haven’t watched porn for two weeks and it was because I saw this TED talk video on how porn fucks up your head. And in that post I said how I had better sex dreams and woke up with harder morning woods after not watching porn for two weeks.
But another reason I did it was because I had a pretty bad porn addiction, watching it for maybe 2 hours minimum a day since I was 14 (I’m close to turning 20).
The real reason for why I decided to stop watching porn was what I was watching just to get off. Basically, I had to watch some fucked up porn just to get hard and it got to the point where I was disgusted with myself for what I watched. Like there was a wave of guilt that washed over me and I never wanted to associate orgasms with shame.
So, it has been a month since I watched porn (I still masturbate) and well, my orgasms have gotten really intense. By intense, I mean when I’m close to ejaculating, I’m squeezing the side of my bed and breathing pretty heavy. This has never happened to me when I was watching porn, like I would let out a sigh of relief but it wasn’t nothing too exciting.
Another thing is that I’m starting to find girls more attractive. I don’t know if that’s because I’m not seeing them as objects or what, but I’m able to see some sort of attractiveness in every girl I see and that’s never happened to me before. I’m a sophomore in college, so I regularly see a lot of girls.
The thing that’s probably not helping me is that I exercise about 3-4 days a week for two hours each day and it’s mainly powerlifting, so I know my testosterone levels are really high, which leads me to being increasingly more horny.. And what I mean by really horny is that one of my friends held my hand for just a few moments and my dick got harder than Stone Mountain. So even little things like that turn me on so quickly, it’s really fucking weird.
I’m going to keep this up though, because I feel better about myself and I want to see what else happens to me when I don’t watch porn.
TL;DR Addicted to porn since 14, been sober for a month
Front Page Edit: WOW I’ve been getting a lot of positive feedback! I know it’s really hard to do guys but the first few days will always be difficult when your brain goes through some kind of withdrawal. Anyways, if you have any questions, don’t post them in the comments, just message me! It’ll be easier for me to answer there!
by coffeeforone
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