Feels like I’m in auto pilot mode these days but I refuse to let my guard down. I’ve lost over 40 lbs after filling the void of watching porn with going to the gym. PIED is cured, life is good. It isn’t all rosy though, I’m currently Struggling with getting over my ex. Our relationship was significantly better pre NoFap (despite a horrible episode of PIED).
She completely went 180 on this improved version of me, which unfortunately gets me down, despite all the good things I have going on in my life.
It’s hard to get over someone you truly love… time heals and I’m positive that I will be fine.
Dealing with sexual urges and having relationship issues would have been a catalyst for me to binge on porn in the past.
These days, I just deal with the feelings of disappointment and sadness by taking out my frustrations in the gym, reflective thinking and listening to self help content.
To me, this is a clear indication that the rebooting/rewiring process is important for porn addicts hoping to recover.
Keep at it people, this shit works!
LINK – 200 days…. yay
by aadeorinye
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