Woop woop! I made it to day 90, no Porn and no Masturbation! I feel really pleased with myself for achieving this milestone. I definitely feel much better and more worth-while in myself now that I’m off the Porn.
It’s hard to quantify but I feel like I don’t have any dark secrets I need to be ashamed of any more so I am happier in myself and feel more worth-while as a parson.
Looking back I can see that Masturbation combined with Porn really warped me and my sexual desires into something that i wasn’t comfortable with. But now at day 90 I feel much more ‘normal’ (whatever that is). My desire to fap and watch Porn still does flare up occasionally, but it’s now very easy to ignore and has been for a long time now, it’s as if I can slowly feel the neurons in my head re-aligning to a more wholesome frame of mind where I’m free to enjoy sex without shame or doubt.
I still have some way to go though. Whilst I have noticed some small improvements in my stamina and technique in bed with my GF, I still leave a lot to be desired on that front so I need to make sure I don’t destroy the progress I’ve made and try get better with time. It still makes me feel rubbish that I’m not able to control my orgasms when I have sex, and makes me feel very adolescent. But at least now I feel like I’m doing everything I can to improve. Hopefully things will continue to get better.
If there’s anyone out there who is thinking of starting out on a reboot, or if you’ve just fallen off the wagon from a previous reboot, then I’d encourage you to stick with it. If not for anything else, then the worthwhile sense of achievement and self-betterment you get when you get this far is totally worth it.
But I’m not stopping here; I’m taking this thing all the way to at least day 120. Hopefully things will continue to get better for me in the bedroom and I can live up to my own expectations.
Thank you NoFap
LINK – Sprinter123 at day 90
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