Become a man again from not watching porn….that’s what I initially read. Then I found myself caught in this crazy wild fantasy world because my brain was playing games. I read further. “Your recovery will be far swifter if you don’t masturbate.”
I have basically tried this since March 2022. I reckon I have averaged about one MO every 30 days. Did a 90 day streak in Aug-Nov 22 and some 45 day streaks. Plenty of two and three week streaks as well. Now to answer your question – the changes are vast.
I fear I could lapse into cliche here. Please forgive me;
- I feel empowered
- I feel like a new man
- I felt like I could pick up any woman but I had no desire to be so crude
- I could look women in the eye without thinking about their bra size
- My penis grew in length and girth
- My brain fought me hard but it was easier to fight back with the new power
- If I had sex now I feel as though I could last for hours
This is my favourite subject. I honestly believe it’s called hard core for good reasons. It’s incredibly difficult to do. It’s so SO easy to fall off because if I did now no one would tell me off. But you physically and mentally change. Where you were desensitised before now you’re sensitised again. I had forgotten what it’s like to be awake and alive. I am yet to get to my goal which is to get my wife to recover too. So I have to wait. It’s a painful and frustrating wait but I am fully equipped to cope.
Thanks for asking. I know you’re on 5 days no MO right now. Fight hard buddy. The rewards are immense. Trust me.