Truly don’t know where to start… Just a brief history, I’ve been heavily addicted to porn masturbation orgasm (pmo) online since I was 12/13 years had got multiple girlfriends at 15-17 years until I had a serious girlfriend at 18. Never had sex before then until it was time to have sex and I couldn’t get it up (PIED) fast forward to 2 years later at 20 years old we broke up after no sex (shocker)…
I went to college and attended many drunk parties to which I ended up having drunk sex with many girls so I assumed my issue was gone because every weekend I’d get drunk hook up with a girl and have sex. This was a hit and miss issue since some weekends I’d get drunk and get a girl and not be able to get it up and blame the alcohol.
Fast forward my PIED started getting too bad to such an extent that I had to buy erection pills which I used for 2~3 years every single time I have a girl over. Then on a weekend I used a pill on a girl and I still couldn’t get hard I had to up the dosage until the pills stopped working completely.
I tried nofap but kept relapsing. Longest I’ve gone is 25 days.
Now to how I cured my PIED… I met a girl who I truly like last week Wednesday and felt strong feelings towards her that I spontaneously got an erection which was super rare for me due to severe PIED and Its been weeks since I used pills. On Friday I invited her over which she agreed to and we had amazing sex on the evening also the next following morning. I was curious as to what was happening but the following day, I didn’t feel like porn anymore.
Yesterday I invited a girl I once had PIED on and was able to have sex with her as if I was on a pill. Today I invited the ex I dated at 18 and I was able to have sex as if this was all a mental issue but trust me it wasn’t, penile sensitivity was low but still felt amazing. I haven’t had the urge to watch porn in the past 5 days because I feel as is its better to go fail at sex with someone than to sit and watch pixels.
My conclusion would be put yourself out there expecting to fail yet still rising again to fail some more, use pills as a crutch but reduce the dosage when you’re comfortable with someone. Also stop watching porn period that sh*t is dangerous. Don’t count days just completely quit and rewire by failing at having sex with real girls until you stop failing. Screw your depression just keep on failing!
LINK – PIED Finally cured!!!
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