I really can’t say 100% why my erectile health has improved recently, all I can put it down to is overall I have cut down on PMO compared to how much I used to PMO. I still have been struggling to get a long streak, but I am going for days without PMO and then relapse, sometimes binge and then another small streak and so on.
Something I have noticed now though is my tastes seem to have gone back to more normal things that used to turn me on years ago, where as for many years it was taking hardcore porn to get me an erection, but now I literally can get an erection that stays up at looking at a picture of an attractive fully clothed woman and all I am imagining is having sex with her.
I would like to think this is very close to normal arousal? I would like to think if I can get an erection no problem at something like this then I would have no problem getting an erection if I was with an actual woman?
But it still does worry me because how bad the pied once used to be and it can vary from time to time sometimes going back bad again and then the erections massively improve. it seems to be very stubborn erections I suffer from, sometimes it great, sometimes it’s terrible.
I really wish I could quit all together and I have been trying to quit altogether since May last year. My pattern goes something like this no PMO for between 1,2,3,4 days then relapse to something very soft core like an image of a woman and my thoughts are only imagining normal stuff like having sex with the woman in the picture.
Then what happens a few hours later is I get an intense urge to PMO again and watch something more like a video of sexual intercourse between a man and a woman, so then I PMO to that.
Then a few hours later I get another intense urge and watch something like hardcore anal threesomes or something like that, and then a few hours later I get another intense urge and PMO to something like femdom, see this is when the porn taste is becoming very weird and is nothing like actual sex.
Then I go another 1,2,3,4 days of no PMO and then this cycle seems to continue on like this. For a while there the most thing I would fap to was that weird femdom shit, then second would be like hardcore anal stuff and I would hardly ever watch normal intercourse or even just fap at a picture imagining sex, but now my taste seems to be completely in reverse and I am more turned on by pictures of woman imagining having sex with them but then the more I fap I gradually start going back to the more extreme weird stuff.
Like I say my erections have massively improved over the last while, but I still do get issues with PIED sometimes and I am not sure if I would have issues with PIED if I tried to have sex with a real woman.
Another thing I want to add is improvement in erections for me seems to cause really. Like when I start fapping and get a boner no problem it makes me not worry and then I just fap away. But when I start fapping and can’t get an erection this makes me worry and makes me do better at nofap.
LINK- Question for PIED sufferers. Is it a good sign when normal things give you an erection again?
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