On Thursday I had sex for the first time and I wanted to share my thoughts and experiences with it. Me nor my girlfriend had ever been with someone physically until each other.
For the past few weeks we have been cuddling and kissing and doing some sexual things but we hadn’t actually had sex yet. When we did we were both excited and nervous but it was nothing like I had ever imagined.
It wasn’t some physical sensation beyond all others, it felt wholesome and sweet. We were both really bad at it but it was still fun. We laughed as we both messed up and neither of us ended up orgasming but it was still the best emotional experience of my life. Afterwards she had described it as the most raw and vulnerable we had ever been and we got to experience it together.
Sex is nothing like it is in porn, its not some raw emotionless fucking. It’s love, it’s that feeling when no matter what else is going on in the world outside all that matters is the two of you being together, and although you are in your most vulnerable place you still feel safe because you are together. Stay strong brothers.
LINK – I just had sex for the first time, it was nothing like I expected.
By jmaalouf
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